How the reading brings that Calm?

Life was upside-down and more of a rollercoaster. Like a closed door where I was knocking and undoubtedly had a mind that someone will come to open it.

Until I realised that a small hole in the door is giving me a partial happiness to realise that this sun rays is giving me the beaming and asking me to Pull the door and this wide world full of smooth trail is waiting for you, where you'll be finding your peace in the books, articles, and much more.

Imagining myself in a safe place, a garden of caressing touch of senses, where I gasp!!

Undoubtedly I felt those goosebumps and asked myself before giving myself more questions of if & but. And every answer fell in the lap of reality where I nurtured, sensed myself better and A big Yes to the garden of happiness full of new ways to experience life was waiting for me. 

Certainly I choose to be!!

The call was absolutely unexpected, what I shared on the call was somewhere I wished for However, wasn't sure about it.

And this time certainly I choose to be the one for myself, the space, the time, the priority and once again the individuality I am living is way more important to me that I uttered my heart out and became my own spokesperson.

You can expect this, right? Well I too didn't, that you'll. Although that's life where our of nowhere things, people and situations happen and we certainly realise that this time it's none just US.

Living the inner chore and choosing the peace above all. 

And Again I am lost today.

And all I felt like I don't wish to connect with anyone, don't want to talk to anyone not even in my thoughts I wished to think about what all is going in my life and who all are connected with me. As if everything is going out of my hands and no one is willing to understand me.

Felt like is it really me who is wishing it all or am I bothering people who are in my life, am I thinking way too much. Although, in the end it simply felt like I should just be myself because when no one can understand me including those who are closest to me I should step back, sense my breathing and just experience what's going within.

At times life gives you such vibes and you actually feel such energy that even if things are going at its pace, however, you're not and this is what I felt today. As I woke up I felt not even a single issue in my life is getting resolved, people are not taking me seriously where they should atleast express whatever they thinking or feeling about me being in their life. My health is kicking me back and I am not able to figure out what should be done. And lately efforts are falling apart. Am I really helpless or it's just the time which is testing me. 

This all is certainly bothering me yet not. All I asked myself to do is, sit back, be within and give yourself one thought, Everything is happening for a reason you'll see the magic and everything is falling into place. You've two assets in life FAITH & PATIENCE just walk with them you'll see how beautifully & unexpectedly you'll receive the answers. 

What If I am Absent?

Are you sure that you can be present everywhere, everytime, in each situation? And what if you missed it? 

I am writing my blogs every week atleast one blog, what if I missed it? Will I loose my audience? Won't they be scrolling through to see what's new in the box? Well, nothing is decided and nothing is permanent what you earn today can be taken away tomorrow. Think about it.

Put your efforts, Give your best, however, don't take it too seriously in life. Because nothing is permanent, Neither being Famous Nor being Infamous, Right? 

Are You Listening?

 Heard a lot, my life is this,my life is that, you don't know what am I going through, Etc.

Life is Like That Man What To Do, Just ask yourself what exactly you want, in your own launguage. Just Once, however, don't rush

or be angry when you ask, take a couple of deep breath and then ask. For your own sake.

For one min, one hour, one day. Totally your take, ask your self, one question, or hundreds of them listen to yourself, be your own listener.

And when you want someone to be your listener,if no one is listening, Find one for yourself a trusted person who won't judge you who will be your support, or shoutout and ask someone to be YOUR LISTENER you'll find one.

And lastly find a counselor for yourself who will be your listener and your guide at the same time.Don't allow yourself to be in a situation where you find yourself exhausted for long, stuck with someone or something and all such situations which won't allow you to move on. 

Finally After 7 Years !!

It's never too late, It's just one step far, It's all in our mind, It's absolutely what our heart believes in, and nevertheless it's all about the will with which we want to bring that opportunity in our life. 

And finally after 7 years again I decided to start back with the blogspot posts. It's all there just the matter of fact that we take a lot time to explore and make decisions. 

Think about it, what, how, when, where, you want to start because the why is YOU, the reason is YOU.

We are born to be beautiful

A smile he carry just to see me, A gesture he have on his face which tells his inner blink to make me realise that someone is waiting for me, When I see him he makes me realise that yes I'm beautiful, I've this big smile every time I think of being with him, with myself, my soul.

Just that perception which reminds me and tells me that you're born to be beautiful, reminds me of him, when I am just the way I want to be. The one, crazy one, stupid one, full of madness, lethargic many times, who want to smile and just smile like any idiot, someone who is just ready to be the lovable one all the time. Its me and every now and then he makes me realise that :)

Can you imagine someone just like the way you are, don't want you to be normal. Wow, a feeling which brings those goosebumps on my body hahaha...

Thank You Baby, I just want to shout out in front of this whole huge world surrounded with creatures that..

                        " I     Love     You "

People must be thinking who the hell is this man. Finally, this Girl is in love with lol. Its a secret I discovered recently on January 21st, 2016.

Ya Seriously you know (Such a aunty type expression it is Bwhahahaha)

I experienced it, loved it, enjoyed that moment when I had my life's first photoshoot experience at Jaipur Literature Festival. And Sarrvesh clicked me.

He made me realised that every damn second when I am in front of the camera how crazy I can be, how stupid,weird, insane, someone who is just me I can be.

Been years I am clicking myself, every min I've loved it. However, this Time he made me realised that.

I owe this moment to you and your love (Sarrvesh's Camera) to make me realise that, How Beautiful I'm.

Just born to be beautiful. #RealBeauty #Dove