Namak Zindagi Ka !!

Zindagi kai namak main kuch masale yu pad jate hai,ki jab hum akele usko chakhne ki koshish karte hai, toh wo kabhi jada kabhi kam ho jate hai,

Tab dil kehta hai ki yu na koshish kar akele chalne ki,teri zindagi toh reh jayegi fikki par jo tune dala hai chatkara apni chahat ka uski zindagi main,

Wo sambhal kai ruk toh jayega,par kahi wo swaad akela sa reh jayega.... !!

Passion......

Key's in,start the car,neutral,press clutch, 1st gear a li'll race, gear 2 bang on 1st turn, gear 3, and here I go my way is the coming highway and I'm on with the speed of 60 and gradually a full fledged smooth road for me and my speed of 120........!!

And here I go just me, myself to search what's in my mind what i am planning, discovering and trying to invent in my life.... what's my passion? what's my individuality? where i am standing?

Am I loosing myself somewhere? Questions popping up in my mind like the popcorn pops out when they are burn.........

With that speed, the number of questions were speeding up in my mind, that passion is fading some where.... that eagerness of taking responsibility,and to stop making of excuses, When and where should I start the journey of success??

All this was fumbled and making nest in my mind saying take a deep breath and give a dive to your mind for hrs.... and your passion will speak your fear will be some where in air and you'll get that urge to fight against this world for your passion..

This drive lasted at a point where I want to indulge myself with that deep water and feel that depth which is in my heart and which I can bare till my last breat to live up my passion....

Its once, this life is once and the passion leaves that one remark and every one lives that passion once....

However I live my passion every day and every moment...... ;)

Speaking to my soul........................... !!

Wish to cross that line..... wish to live in the out of box life........ wish to steal a night and just want to speak baby I love you...!!

This life will not be there again, A smile on my face is the one which will say you are the one who will live and say just live it as if there is no tomorrow and love it as if you the only one who loves....!!

no one is there to understand the soul, live your self live your feelings live what your heart is saying just to you...... !!

Wake up and speak to that morning that says Good morning honey its me and today is your day live the vibgyor of your life :).................

Go out see sky the freshness is waiting and saying darling a new day is here go eat your breakfast.... go for shopping have the lunch as per your choice watch that movie and tight up the bolds of your mind so that the clutch of the heart should not screw up the evening drive and the last stopage of the dine with wine to gulp and beat up with the race ;) of your dreams............ ;)

This all was somewhere said to me by my reflection beyond that fog.... whom I meet today in the morning..... :)!!

Felt to have that race with that shining white horse who was just living his world and leaving that appeal of shine that one should feel and live there own aim ;)

I'm getting Bored.......

Hmmmm.... AAj kuch khalli khalli alag sa lag raha hai... subha ka rutine perfect tha, however ek ajeeb si kashmakash ek khalipan aisa kuch ki lage dimag khalli ho gaya... mana ki zindagi main kafi kuch hai jo aap invent karte ho.... becuase uski discovery pehle hi ho gayi hai... :P

Dil kehta ki kuch din aapne aap ko samajh shant hoke par dimag jo kehta sorry boss don't ask me main pura khalli hu... phir lagta ki us khulle asmaa kai nichee jauuu or jor sai chillauu and as now days its raining toh pani main khelu...

Par kabhi ek khujli si hoti dimag main jo sab kuch band karke idhar udhar ghumati or sabse kehne pai majbur karti chahe wo mom ho dad ho friends ho...

KYA KARU MAIN I'm getting bored..... HUH What the hell yaar... :D (HA HA HA...)

And tab sabka ghum phir kai ek jawab Do something you like.... Not again wo toh mujhe bhi pata hai.... HUh...

Par kahi na kahi yehi sach hai ki aapka akelapan hi aapko aapne aap sai milwata hai....

And that's the way I meet myself... Just a small self analysation.....:)

And as of now I belive yeh aaj kai liye kafi hai else I'll get bored .... lollzzz !!

Kahi dhundti khudko...

Aankhe band kiye bas yuhi us hawa ko mehsus karte hue aapne aapo ko samtte hue un 12 ghanto ko us bus main bitta rahi thi jaise lage ki, maine in aankho ko khola or wo sab kuch mere pass hai jo main chahti hu .............

Kabhi kabhi dil dimag itna khali sa lagta hai ki tatolna bhi jayaz sa nahi lagta phir dil bas yahi kehta hai ki.. ek choti si angel jaise aapne aapko aapne aap sai gale laga le or kuch mat soch bas sab kuch aapne aap samjh ajayega....

Bas yahi sab kuch ho raha tha un akhri kuch lamho main mere saath jab aapni kismat ko us panchi ki tarah ajaad kar diya jo us pinjre kai bandhan sai mukt ho kar aapne aapko jeeta hai..

Or aaj aapni nayi udaan ko dil se chahti hu jaise har hadd ko parr kar sikhna or har majil ko pane ki jidd main jeena.....

Or itne dino baad aapne dil kai har swal ko aapne shabdo main piroona chahti hu.... :)