Hope She Gets Him..!!

She smiles, She Lives her Happiness, She Speaks her Heart, Yet her eyes tells her story, Her Loneliness which seek the one who will love her for every moment she is living through is yet missing.....

She wants to give every moment to him, love him, care for him, be the kind she can be for him, her pamper will make him mesmerized, her cuddle will take him in an another world, just to tell him that he is the one for her, she will make him surprise every minute of her life.

Let her fall in love with him, her soul is knocking on his heart but seems he is somewhere totally apart....!!

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An experince as a learner.

Ahh.. I know I'm really late,but better late then never. It was a new day, shiny morning and my step towards my new journey. Never thought that I'll be joining my new office once again in Ahmedabad, but this happened. October 1st,2015 was my day of joining Brain Power Chess. Jigna and Savan my new team,and Boss. Really !! Yes, really Mr. Ankit Dalal highly enthusiastic, workaholic and driven by his dreams. The day started with lots of briefing about the company,people,work etc.etc. and as the day was passing through my knowledge about the company was increasing and simultaneously I was getting busy in the preparation for the event.Something all about Chess, yeah it was a Chess tournament which was held next day.

A new day, new learning, and a new experience. Such an auspicious day October 2nd,2015 Gandhi Jayanti when the legend Mahatama Gandhi was born.It was a pride for us to start the event on such great day,At Reform Club the Chess tournament took place. My first experience in life to attend any chess tournament,off course not as a player, however, I was on the registration desk attending all the little stars who came to be the part of that tournament.Amazing enthusiasm they had, great energy and just one aim, how to win the game...

Talking about the tournament there was a festival and a championship.Brain Child Chess Championship (Festival), and Brain Child Gujarat U-25(Championship). And can you believe in the festival kids U-7,U-9 and U-15 participated and the youngest one Kushal Gajjar, just 2.5 years old. Damn, quite an age. What all I was witnessing being in that Air Conditioned Hall that how these kids and the youths are dedicated for the game,to my knowledge it was officiated by Mr.Yogendra Upadhyay (Director Brain Child) the chief guest of the tournament.And a big team of judges panel Mr.Saket Raval from Shri Gurukrupa Enterprises,GSCA - Vice President Mayur Patel, GSCA Secretary Mr.Bhavesh Patel,GSCA Joint Secretary/Managing Director Brain Power Chess Mr.Ankit Dalal,Chief Arbiter Mr.Dharmendra  and Arbiter Mr.Vimal Srivastava. Prize distribution ceremony was conducted by Brain Power Chess Academy.

Two days of tournament,news coverage by GTPL,other coverage by Ahmedabad Mirror and Divy Jyoti. Like so much of support and appreciation for the kids,something wow. And more of at the end of the festival as well as the championship each and every kid was rewarded by a momento either they are the winner or not. Just to keep up there spirits high to play next in future. Claps Claps.And the big clap or I should say salute to this boy named Deep Joshi, being physically challenged he played the tournament and kept the spirit high of the game.Finally the tournament ended on next day October 3rd,2015.

Really worth two days for me to learn and keeping new step in life, where I'm solely surrounded by chess. Sounds like me being brainy after passing the school lol...  

Bezubaan....!!

Shayad kahi thehar si gayi is zindagi ko manjil Najar Agayi, Shayad chup reh gayi is zindagi ko alfaz mil Rahe hai, Shayad nange Pav chal rahi in nazro ko sukun ki zameen mil gayi...

Raste khamosh se hue jo aaj baat karne lage, Pehchan Bana rahi meri zameen us aasmaan se shayad aab milne lagi, kshitiz ke us berang se khwab main aab shayad rang bharne lage...

Zeene ki ek Nayi lat laga rahi jaise mujhe, toh har lamha jaise Daud pakadna chahta hai mujhe, Har saans ki awaj bhi aab shayad mukamal si lagne lagi khud me, Dekho toh kahi aadat na pad Jaye...

Akhir hu toh Bezubaan.......!!

Thank you :)

Thank you for being in my life, I don't know the future neither want to know, nor want to assume. What I know is I'm walking with the flow and my heart always wear a smile which is on my face...

Thanks to you just to make me feel for the first time that being with someone whom you never meet, still can be a part of the life you are gracefully nurturing..

He showed me a different vision towards life, A new way to keep a fresh feel that though we talk less yet we keep up that charm of being alive.

Though, we are independent yet we spend the space of being depending on each other when needed..

I wish I can make it to the core, I wish I can meet up with the flow, I wish I can nurture this till the end.... :)

Searching myself, to be !!

I'm quite quiet today, hiding the strength, visible to get the me to myself.

That fight inside, the battle of crave instinct to be what I'm is missing in me to be myself.

Every second half of the game of the mood is changing to the core of it. Feeling rigid, Being ruthless is not me. Yet this crazy creepy feeling of devastation is making things pessimistic..

A real feel of being myself is missing in me. Today it's not all about me..

I'm insane!!

I'm a walk of an insane soul, I'm a nutshell of the crook core inside, I'm the one to be the another me, I'm sure to see myself in the free bird sky.

I've a life let me live, The silence of the inner shore is not about you, it's all about me being what I'm.

What I know is!! Life is where I'm...

S.K.

Kyu tarashte un rasto ko jaise kahi thehar sa gaya hu. Har moad pe khud ko Naya sa pehchan lu.

Khush hai dil, khush hu main, par jaise aaj bhi Kuch gum sa hai.

Wo tashnagi jaise kehti mujhse, dil ki baat na bolo koi toh sunega, or main Yu hasta or zindagi ko samet aage chal deta...

S.K.

Kyu tarashte un rasto ko jaise kahi thehar sa gaya hu. Har moad pe khud ko Naya sa pehchan lu.

Khush hai dil, khush hu main, par jaise aaj bhi Kuch gum sa hai.

Wo tashnagi jaise kehti mujhse, dil ki baat na bolo koi toh sunega, or main Yu hasta or zindagi ko samet aage chal deta...

Freaky Bean!!

These days makes me feel like a lot happening within me. I feel like crying, I feel that refutation within me of that something..

Just hold me, I am a mix bag surviving like a lot happening within me. My soul feels every moment, as if my senses are playing to be what they want me to be...

This time around the corner of the edge,my mind says the same. The only thing that I have to be is a freak me..

Just to be...

Sometimes I just feel you so much in me,like a part of me living within me. It's sense that you're not here yet another truth says that I can feel the vibe around me to know..

Sometimes I think of you so deeply in me, like a thought of you is just revealing of who you are, like the real you are..

Is it really me, to be the me, or just a little more than being me. My Ora is spreading to be, just let me be.

This time I'm chasing the real me to know the real you, don't let things go just to be...

Angel Agayi... Pihu Agayi!!

Living that moment when you realize that some real beautiful soul is going to be part of your life soon, makes you relive yourself in a new shell.

A new beginning of the best days, best  feeling of parenthood starts at the moment. Just to live for the soul living inside the womb. The happiness, the shallow feel gets more deeper in every bit of life, every pain convert into a blessing when the feeling of that small dream come true.

That speechless moment where the touch speaks and the eyes feel, the motherly shore in the heart speaks out. It's the time when my angel is in my arms, saying Maa I'm here..

Pihu Babu you gave this blessed feeling on February 3rd, 2015. To Pragii Maa.
And the best moment of our lives when you came to our world.

Thanks Pihu Baby.
Love you sooooooo much..

Today, it's all about YOU!!

Today I see you, Today I feel you, why all the way I felt that silence in you.

You're smiling, You're enjoying, You're being what you Wana be.

However, I can feel that silence in you. It's all about  you when I think of fetching the essential of the life you have been through. I belong to the core of the most beautiful edge you left.

Every moment what I feel is all about you. Open up those days diary, I'm here to listen you. Just because it's all about you..!!

Not always a happy ending!!

Someone said he will be my support in my moments, I cried all the way alone, I stood for myself all the way alone, I screamed for a tight hug all the way alone, I searched for a shoulder and still know I'm alone.

Every time someone hurt me by saying he is with me. But never he was with me. So many times I got hurt still I stood up for someone but I hurt him once and still I'm standing alone..

Today I feel I'm or I'm not.. Still looking for the answer..!! 

Blind Fold.

Never thought things can be this interesting, and I will be waiting with all curiosity, positivity. A thought running in the mind that hope everything goes smoothly and ends well.

A feeling of being in the moment just thinking about the moment again and again, analysing every small thing of that moment, I'm smiling, laughing, thinking about the silence of few seconds between.

Sometimes, you come across with situation or with someone who is really not alike you yet alike the way you are. Is being fortunate.

When I experienced all such situations, I felt as if I've a Blind Fold on the eyes, either I'm just moving,or just being still as the flow is taking me.

Fingers crossed, hope when this blind fold gets open. I belong to the most beautiful world I wished about.. :)