Clave of the sea..... !!

Aaj wo sawaal bhi chup se gaye, Un Jawaboo kai aage kahi thehar se gaye,

Ki puch bethe wo bhi us dard sejo mila us muskaan kai lifafe main,

Jaha aaj hum khade akele unka intezaar karte rahe, Bas jab roya yu dil toh un lehron ko aapna sakha bana unke saath behte rahe..... !!

Love v/s Pain... !!

Kabhi Kabhi kyu aise hota hai ki kuch samjh nahi aata, khud ko bandha hua sa mehsus karti hu, ek tanhayi, ajeeb si jakran hoti hai.

Phir us akelepan ko hi aapna dost bana kai chalti hu, har cheez ko karne ki aapni limit.. Ki kahi isse jada or kiya toh kuch galat na ho kahi kisi ko ajeeb sa na lage....

Bas aapne aap main aapne aap ko jod kai or sahejti hu or nikharti hu ki jab wo cheez sabke samne aaye toh ek muskaan si laaye.

Bas aapni zindagi main sabko khush or sambhal kai rakhna chahti hu..

Na dena hai gum na wo dard kisko, Hai us ranjeesh sai bhi pyaar aab toh mujh ko ki.. gale lagalu aapne aap se main usko or keh du sabko, Na hoga kuch bura na hoga kuch galat hoga bas wahi jo chahega yeh dil aab... :)

Want to fetch myself...!!

A long walk.... alone? Yeah.

Switched off the cell..? Yeah.

Need some time alone..? Yeah.

Want to cry badly.. ? Yeah.

Want to get drunk..? Yeah. (Tequila or Green Apple) HUH

Ahhhhh, Don't know really not able to express it... Sach main I am so much fumbled. Don't wish to do anything just want to be into myself.....

Why do I have so much of emmotions?? Why? Can't keep that fake smile every time..... Kyuuuu why this happens?? And if it happens then why so much difficult to get out of the crust..? why?

Aise lagta hai jaise ghav pai ko marham laga kai phir kuchalna chahta hai... or keh raha hai ki yehi kadva sach hai isko pee lo or peene ki adat daal lo....

Bas aaj yehi mann hai ki aankhe band kar ke kuch der aapne aap main simaat jau... us jalti aag main khudko itna tapaa lu ki koi bhi mujhe or jalaa na paye....

Its Just me this time.... Only Me..!!