Clave of the sea..... !!

Aaj wo sawaal bhi chup se gaye, Un Jawaboo kai aage kahi thehar se gaye,

Ki puch bethe wo bhi us dard sejo mila us muskaan kai lifafe main,

Jaha aaj hum khade akele unka intezaar karte rahe, Bas jab roya yu dil toh un lehron ko aapna sakha bana unke saath behte rahe..... !!

Love v/s Pain... !!

Kabhi Kabhi kyu aise hota hai ki kuch samjh nahi aata, khud ko bandha hua sa mehsus karti hu, ek tanhayi, ajeeb si jakran hoti hai.

Phir us akelepan ko hi aapna dost bana kai chalti hu, har cheez ko karne ki aapni limit.. Ki kahi isse jada or kiya toh kuch galat na ho kahi kisi ko ajeeb sa na lage....

Bas aapne aap main aapne aap ko jod kai or sahejti hu or nikharti hu ki jab wo cheez sabke samne aaye toh ek muskaan si laaye.

Bas aapni zindagi main sabko khush or sambhal kai rakhna chahti hu..

Na dena hai gum na wo dard kisko, Hai us ranjeesh sai bhi pyaar aab toh mujh ko ki.. gale lagalu aapne aap se main usko or keh du sabko, Na hoga kuch bura na hoga kuch galat hoga bas wahi jo chahega yeh dil aab... :)

Want to fetch myself...!!

A long walk.... alone? Yeah.

Switched off the cell..? Yeah.

Need some time alone..? Yeah.

Want to cry badly.. ? Yeah.

Want to get drunk..? Yeah. (Tequila or Green Apple) HUH

Ahhhhh, Don't know really not able to express it... Sach main I am so much fumbled. Don't wish to do anything just want to be into myself.....

Why do I have so much of emmotions?? Why? Can't keep that fake smile every time..... Kyuuuu why this happens?? And if it happens then why so much difficult to get out of the crust..? why?

Aise lagta hai jaise ghav pai ko marham laga kai phir kuchalna chahta hai... or keh raha hai ki yehi kadva sach hai isko pee lo or peene ki adat daal lo....

Bas aaj yehi mann hai ki aankhe band kar ke kuch der aapne aap main simaat jau... us jalti aag main khudko itna tapaa lu ki koi bhi mujhe or jalaa na paye....

Its Just me this time.... Only Me..!!

Saath Jo ho Tum.. !!

AAj mudatoon baad hasrate keh rahi hoke khadi us moad pe.. Ki chalna tu har pal us ruh kai saath mai...

Therav sa aajaye jab, tab ruk sa jata hai har pal... Ki hawa bhi chup si hojati hai or aankhe bhi kuch na keh pati hai us pal..

Jahan thi wo aahat ki saans bhi sehem jati thi, aaj hote hai aagar hum chup toh sanse bhi bikhar jati hai...

Bas hai yeh shikwa ki na hona tum chup se kabhi... Na dena us dil ko saaja kabhi... Ki jo na hoge tum toh na theher payenge hum is zamane main yunhi... !!

Roke na ruku Jo saath ho tera.. !!

Chup hu jaise us alhad patte kai jaise, Jo na kehta na jatata ki hai wo wahi, par mil jaye jo saath use us chanchal hawa ka toh na roak paye wo khudko.....

Ki ude aise ki dil bhi ek tak muskurahat jee jaye or sahara de is kadar, jab lage ki ho rahi hai wo gum kahi....

Ki soach kai bhi na ruk paye bas jee jaye keh jaye sab kuch dil se bekhabar....!!

A new Day ToDay.... !!

I am feeling so glad its a new day today... I am feeling so beautiful its a new day today...
Its a new life,I wish I could live every time this mist of the morning and the shiver of the evening...

I hold my smile in my heart every day, I just wish to make every day a new day... Its the love which my heart spread every where... Just hand in hand and you'll walk around in my world...

I am falling for you like that first raise of the sun which spread herself till the edge of that sea... And every wave of that water smile when it indulge herself with that raise...

This is just that beginning where our love is going to reveal that passion every day... Now every day is a new day.. :) Just Love you baby.. !!

Intezaar Jo dil kare..!!

Shidat bhi hai Shararat bhi hai aankhon main ankahi ibadat bhi hai, Har justju sai Dur hoke pass aane ki chahat bhi hai.

Us hawa kai jhoke kai piche ek shirkat di hai, Ki aab na hota intezaar us peher ka, aajaye wo jald in aankho kai samne, Ki aab ye intezaar bhi bardasht nahi hota.

Yu toh dil laga bethe sirf unki baaton sai, Na jane samne honge toh kya hoga aalam is dil ka, Ki aab toh yeh dil bhi jeena chahta hai unhi kai aanchal main or is zindagi ka har din aab muskurana chahta hai unki jaraanawazi main...

Bas keh do ek baar Ki hai yeh wahi haan jahan kar raha hai yeh dil intezaar...... !!

Meditation - The intellectual world :)

MEDITATION

Meditation one word says a lot, the intellectual world where the mind meets the soul, the space in between speaks about the positive power, in today’s world we can renovate our world, which makes us happily smiling.Stress where our minds are blocked, negativity because of which we stop our self many times is vanished because of the spirit which comes through meditation.

The frustration a human deals with in his routine life is some where stopped, spirit says just relax your mind, as we do, our body feels that smile which is somewhere in our heart, meditation speaks the world around, you want.

The dimension which a human is involved into, wants to relax and succeed at every point his every path wants to dream that soul which is just smooth and smiling and says I want to live this success.

Meditation makes one human so powerful internally that what ever we feel, we want by heart is there live in front of us just we need is that willpower we get because of meditation. Live positive to be positive, gain it with that smile says meditation.

Sapne ...... Ek saach ka ehsaas!!

Sapne bade beraham hote hai,sambhalo nahi toh kho jate hai,tarasta hai har pal ki buna hai maine, sanjoya hai maine..

Har pal main har sapne ko itne pyaar sai, raah bhatakna nahi chata mera dil warna kahi na kahi yeh sapne bikhar jate hai..

Par sapnon ka daaman na chhodungi kyoun ki woh bahut khoobsurat bewafa hote hain gathri mein sahi unko kaandhe par sambhaal ke rakhoongi aaj nahi par kal unko pura karne ka sahas main rakhungi...


Aankhe band karo toh zindagi ka rukh kuch yu nazar aya. shidat ka sparsh tha khudki parchayi thi or aapne aap par vishwass nazar aaya

KaB HoGa YEh??

Kab Hoga Yeh?? Ho rahi hu ghum kahi us boond kai jaise, Jiska karta hai wo intezaar...
Us sukhe pathar kai jaise kab liptegi wo mujhse jiska kar raha hu intezaar har pal main...

Kya hai sach ki meri ek awaaz pai wo aajaye chupke sai hai toh Kab Hoga Yeh??

Har manzar main marta hu har saans ko jeeta hu, Bas jab dil ruansa hota hai toh sambhal kar keh deta hu, mar bhi jau toh wo saans banegi meri,kahi mujh main jee legi wo aapne aap ko...

Tham ja theher jaa bas is pal main, Kyunki hain wo yahi kahi, hai agar yeh ek sach toh Kab Hoga yeh??

Meri Zindagi ka akelapan....

AAj akeli hu shayad us khulle akash kai niche, Us andekhe bandhan ko liye chal rahi hu,
chahta toh dil bhi tha ki jee lu aapne aap ko apne tariko se........

Par yeh zindagi na chahte hue bhi, kabhi na kabhi hamare hosle bhi hojate hai us chupi kai gulam ki justju bhi na sahi jaye or bandagi bhi na todi jaye....

Aaj mann na hai!!

Zindagi main kabhi kabhi aise lagta hai jaise aaj mann na hai, Bas aise hi kuch laga tha kuch din pehle wo subha subha ki walk pai jab nikli toh chalte chalte yu ruki ki sir khujane ka mann kara (ewwww) (sir khujana not done)lol...

Bas wahi bench pai bethe bethe laga ki yaar roj roj wohi kaam jaruri hai ki har roj wohi kaam kare kya kabhi aise nahi ho sakta ki aaj mann na hai yeh karne ka bas aaj mann toh hai ki ...........

If my room is totally messed up let it be, If my bed is calling me to sleep all the day let me do that man.... aaj mujhe na jhadu lagani hai, na katka marna hai, na pocha lagana hai.. yaar insaan hu mann karta hai kabhi kabhi ki aaj mann nahi hai actually ghar ka koi kaam karne ka ...
matlab aaj WOW factor feel karna hai...

Wo chahe phir dosto kai saath ho ki gharwalo kai saath... bas mann hai us aakash kai niche ek jungle ho..( offcourse safe hona chahiye :)) wahan ek resort ho jisme jada nahi but atleast 6 to 7 rooms ho Including kitchen and Hall..( I know its like asking for a good hotel in a urban area..LOL)Bas wahan ek music system ho... loads of music .... and a canvas to paint and a Nikon SLR camera with N/F50 lens..wow awesome to capture....... and lill bit to eat else i'll faint man....!! Zindagi main kuch aisa ho jo bas main karu akele or kahu AAJ MANN NA HAI... us roj ki zindagi ko jeene ka.... AAj Mann hai AApne aapko Bas khudko jeene ka...:)

Us zindagi ko jeene ka jisme kahi na kahi aapne aap ko khoju, janu, parkhu or kahu basssssss aaj jeene de mujhe aakele taki bata saku main tujhe bhi ki main hu kya mera asstitva kya hai ...Kyunki Zindagi Milegi Na Dobara!! ;)

Badalta roop....!!

Har ek panne ki shyahi bolti zindagi... Har naya hawa ka jhoka kehta ek tak na dekh badal jayega saab....

Har dua main utha haath badal deta har moad zindagi ka.. Bas intezaar hai un do pehluoo ka,
jo hai un rail ki patriyokai jaise jo na milte na bichadte...

Na jane wo milenge kab??

Namak Zindagi Ka !!

Zindagi kai namak main kuch masale yu pad jate hai,ki jab hum akele usko chakhne ki koshish karte hai, toh wo kabhi jada kabhi kam ho jate hai,

Tab dil kehta hai ki yu na koshish kar akele chalne ki,teri zindagi toh reh jayegi fikki par jo tune dala hai chatkara apni chahat ka uski zindagi main,

Wo sambhal kai ruk toh jayega,par kahi wo swaad akela sa reh jayega.... !!

Passion......

Key's in,start the car,neutral,press clutch, 1st gear a li'll race, gear 2 bang on 1st turn, gear 3, and here I go my way is the coming highway and I'm on with the speed of 60 and gradually a full fledged smooth road for me and my speed of 120........!!

And here I go just me, myself to search what's in my mind what i am planning, discovering and trying to invent in my life.... what's my passion? what's my individuality? where i am standing?

Am I loosing myself somewhere? Questions popping up in my mind like the popcorn pops out when they are burn.........

With that speed, the number of questions were speeding up in my mind, that passion is fading some where.... that eagerness of taking responsibility,and to stop making of excuses, When and where should I start the journey of success??

All this was fumbled and making nest in my mind saying take a deep breath and give a dive to your mind for hrs.... and your passion will speak your fear will be some where in air and you'll get that urge to fight against this world for your passion..

This drive lasted at a point where I want to indulge myself with that deep water and feel that depth which is in my heart and which I can bare till my last breat to live up my passion....

Its once, this life is once and the passion leaves that one remark and every one lives that passion once....

However I live my passion every day and every moment...... ;)

Speaking to my soul........................... !!

Wish to cross that line..... wish to live in the out of box life........ wish to steal a night and just want to speak baby I love you...!!

This life will not be there again, A smile on my face is the one which will say you are the one who will live and say just live it as if there is no tomorrow and love it as if you the only one who loves....!!

no one is there to understand the soul, live your self live your feelings live what your heart is saying just to you...... !!

Wake up and speak to that morning that says Good morning honey its me and today is your day live the vibgyor of your life :).................

Go out see sky the freshness is waiting and saying darling a new day is here go eat your breakfast.... go for shopping have the lunch as per your choice watch that movie and tight up the bolds of your mind so that the clutch of the heart should not screw up the evening drive and the last stopage of the dine with wine to gulp and beat up with the race ;) of your dreams............ ;)

This all was somewhere said to me by my reflection beyond that fog.... whom I meet today in the morning..... :)!!

Felt to have that race with that shining white horse who was just living his world and leaving that appeal of shine that one should feel and live there own aim ;)

I'm getting Bored.......

Hmmmm.... AAj kuch khalli khalli alag sa lag raha hai... subha ka rutine perfect tha, however ek ajeeb si kashmakash ek khalipan aisa kuch ki lage dimag khalli ho gaya... mana ki zindagi main kafi kuch hai jo aap invent karte ho.... becuase uski discovery pehle hi ho gayi hai... :P

Dil kehta ki kuch din aapne aap ko samajh shant hoke par dimag jo kehta sorry boss don't ask me main pura khalli hu... phir lagta ki us khulle asmaa kai nichee jauuu or jor sai chillauu and as now days its raining toh pani main khelu...

Par kabhi ek khujli si hoti dimag main jo sab kuch band karke idhar udhar ghumati or sabse kehne pai majbur karti chahe wo mom ho dad ho friends ho...

KYA KARU MAIN I'm getting bored..... HUH What the hell yaar... :D (HA HA HA...)

And tab sabka ghum phir kai ek jawab Do something you like.... Not again wo toh mujhe bhi pata hai.... HUh...

Par kahi na kahi yehi sach hai ki aapka akelapan hi aapko aapne aap sai milwata hai....

And that's the way I meet myself... Just a small self analysation.....:)

And as of now I belive yeh aaj kai liye kafi hai else I'll get bored .... lollzzz !!

Kahi dhundti khudko...

Aankhe band kiye bas yuhi us hawa ko mehsus karte hue aapne aapo ko samtte hue un 12 ghanto ko us bus main bitta rahi thi jaise lage ki, maine in aankho ko khola or wo sab kuch mere pass hai jo main chahti hu .............

Kabhi kabhi dil dimag itna khali sa lagta hai ki tatolna bhi jayaz sa nahi lagta phir dil bas yahi kehta hai ki.. ek choti si angel jaise aapne aapko aapne aap sai gale laga le or kuch mat soch bas sab kuch aapne aap samjh ajayega....

Bas yahi sab kuch ho raha tha un akhri kuch lamho main mere saath jab aapni kismat ko us panchi ki tarah ajaad kar diya jo us pinjre kai bandhan sai mukt ho kar aapne aapko jeeta hai..

Or aaj aapni nayi udaan ko dil se chahti hu jaise har hadd ko parr kar sikhna or har majil ko pane ki jidd main jeena.....

Or itne dino baad aapne dil kai har swal ko aapne shabdo main piroona chahti hu.... :)