Those steps were walking ....on and on a sudden stop of my step i holded myself what made my eyes into tears?? what my heart was thinking?? was i feeling him ?? My heart and mind was playing with all these questions somewhere....Dn't knw was i living mylife or just passing that difficult time being mechanical..... i was not able to stop my tears i was needing smone to hold me n my tears...... :(
Suddenly my phone it was ringing " hello kaise hai ...... i said am gud.....no u not ur voice naah its not that same.... i said nothing yaar ur ears gone smwhere am fine.......no my ears are here what has happend will u tell me....bas nothing and my tears were there like anything for nxt 5 mins..... pls stop that mujhe batayegi ki baat kya hui hai...... i said nothing yaar bas aise lagta hai zindagi kahi ruk gayi hai lagta hai main aapne aapko kahi bandh chuki hu main aapne aapko kahi dhund rahi hu aise lagta hai jaise aapne aapko kahi kho chuki hu ...im just tired i need myself bck in me the way i was..... baache its ok tu relax kar n if u wana cry u pls cry ...u need all things out of u ..... i wana u back in urself..... same smiling making other happy ...laughing pls ..... thnx yaar i will do that thnx for lis. me i will tc of myself .... " :)
That was me somewhere finding myself that where am i that happiest person in my world making other laugh where r those stupidity of my life which makes everyone happy n feel gud....... :)
This is some what my reflection in that mirror was making me realise that where is my smile? where is my laugh? .......... gone when i was sitting in front of that n remembring my most tuffest moment afterall mirror is the reflection of ur life which make u realise all ur moments of life ...................... only that time your heart speaks ur life which u read in ur eyes...... !!
That moment my heart said that just don't ignore nything take all the things as they are coming......and you will be the way you are..... :) i was quiet happy after that and that i can read in my eyes......... :) !!
